I don’t have a focus in life. Not one, maybe multiple, which sounds contradictory. There’s nothing that fascinates me enough to sink into it for the rest of the foreseeable future, like a deep passion for music where everything else is meaningless.

That’s not bad though. The question is: What do I do with it. Professionally? Personally? I would like to have something, that I’m very good at. Concepts like excellence and mastery fascinate and impress me, but I’m not sure I can achieve it.

Sometimes I find things, that fascinate me, that I do a lot and want to be good at, and then I let them go ago. Few things persist.